My Father woke up from a long sleep at 1975 at the sounds of explosions and gun shots
and he could understand the whispering between every pullet telling the direction that going to hit, and for years and years they believed that if they will fight someone it will be the enemies that going to come to their Land.

But these pullets were coming from Lebanese against Lebanese from different religions.

And the civil war took many life’s and a lot of chances for this country to be a good economic nation and over 5 million Lebanese went out and the children lost the passion of being young kids and the dreams became nightmares for them and they lost the hope and dream of the future.

Until the day that all Lebanese woke up on a sunshine but with different colors and meanings,

It was the sunshine of the future and the studies, the sunshine of the hope and re-building the destroyed country.

Rafic Hariri was arrived to Lebanon with peace and hope for every Lebanese from any party, and he start re-building the country with the passion of the people who wanted to see Lebanon in the new dress and to have people in the city of Beirut and other cities of Lebanon visiting and enjoying every moment in the heart of the world, the Paradise of the middle east.

Rafic Hariri was the oxygen for Lebanese and he was the river that comes from 15 areas in the mountains of Lebanon, he was a pure Lebanese.

His heart was so big to have all the people of Lebanon from the North to the south, from the east to the west. He was the father for many orphans and the house for the homeless; he was the river for the thirst people, the land for those who lost their farms and homes in the south of Lebanon during the Israeli occupation of the south of Lebanon.

He was the candle that every Lebanese light every night when there’s no electricity and the angel around their shoulders and the sound of hope that whisper in their ears that all Lebanese deserve the best living tools, and every one in Lebanon must study and work hard for the name of Lebanon that been mentioned in the holly books and the name of its cities came from the bible.

Rafic Hariri reminds me of Jesus Christ when he made his first miracle in Lebanon in Qana when he turned water into wine at a wedding. And so does Hariri when he came to Lebanon his first miracle when he re-build the Downtown of Beirut city and he gave a chance for thousand of Lebanese to work at his companies in Lebanon and the rest of the world.

Rafic Hariri miracles had no limits by re-building the Airport and the Downtown of Beirut and fixing the roads and the ruins and making the life in Lebanon more fun.

And at the year 2000 Hariri gave the Lebanese the Political Victory of kicking the Israeli out of Lebanon when they pulled their troops from the south of Lebanon, the people thought it was the rockets of Hezbollah but the question is could Hamas make Israel leave “Esderot” city in the south of Israel because of Hamas rockets? I guess we all know the answer.

So that happened in Lebanon at 2000 when Hariri worked hard between the nations to bring the freedom and the south back to Lebanon.

But at February, 14. 2005 the devil worked on the Assassination of the Martyr Rafic Hariri in the city he loved and at the day of Love he was the Count of Love and peace for Lebanese people, and he was the gift from the Lebanese to the Lord.

And today when the Lebanese die they see him waiting at the door of the heaven for them to guide them to their places there as he did in Lebanon guiding everyone to the right path.

And at the third anniversary for his Assassination we would like to pray loud to the lord to let his soul rest in peace and for Lebanon to pass these days and elect a new president that brings peace and harmony to the innocent country.

And For the family of Hariri we say that you lost a father, a brother and a husband but we lost a Country and a Future when Rafic Hariri was assassinated and with you Sheikh Saad we return the peace and love and future to our country.

 

May your soul rest in peace Sheikh Rafic

God Bless you Sheikh Saad,

Long live Lebanon!

Memories ..

 

Everyone of us living this but in his own way, we try hard to get out of it but we find our self living inside it.

Some people may ask why we are living the memories. And why we forget the happy moments and remember always the sad moments of our lives?

And the only answer I found for it is that the happy moments pass and the sad ones pass but we don’t solve them and turn them to happy memories so we keep them with us for the next years.

One day I met my friend and I was telling him about that girl I am in love with and I told him how good she was in few words for few seconds and how bad some of her acts been for like an hour and I couldn’t find much answers for his questions about her because I was busy myself looking for these answers too.

We had many sad memories but we never tried to figure out the reason for them and when we find one reason we ignore it trying to make the issue like it never happened.

And if you look at our photos you will find a smile but if you look real good you will meet the sadness and the sorrow in our eyes, we smile for people but we cry for ourselves, we cry for the moments that we didn’t share so much love and care, we cry for the first anniversary that passed with no real meaning, we cry for the lies we shared and yes the lies are a lot more than the honest moments between us.

We cry for Valentine’s Day that shared around the world between the couples with a red rose but we give a rose that colored with red yes it’s a fake rose just for the moment to pass and to be registered as a lie or a sad memory.

 

My Advice to all couples today:

Spend every moment in love.
Never try to let a day go without a hug.
Never let a lie grow between both of you.
Celebrate every anniversary and Memorial Day as if it’s the first between you.
Don’t buy a rose for him/her, but grown one for her in your garden and take care of it and when it’s time give it to her and you both will feel how special that rose was.

 

My Opinion to all couples today:

Be clear with each other.
Make your words covered with 100% honesty.
Never break a promise you give.
Treat your partner with high level of trust and give them the chance to trust you too.
Don’t ignore a phone call from them, or a text message that telling you Hi and checking on you.
Don’t give an excuse that makes you a liar in your partner eyes.

When we call those who we love and they don’t answer, we excuse them and we believe they are taking a shower or been busy or didn’t hear the call, but when we call an hour after or two hours after or three hours later we can’t believe anymore that they are busy or they didn’t see the phone all this time or they been busy for that long, but the big photo start to be printed in our head as they are lying or playing around.

And when they are sleeping out and telling us that they will be sleeping so early and won’t be able to get our call or they will sleep early, (as if they are telling us that they are with another person and they won’t be able to talk to us or the game will be out of control.)

I do believe that every moment must be shared between couples and they should guarantee the rules and the truth to be seen and touched and felt by the partner.

At the end I want you all to believe in Love as a blessed feeling and amazing journey between two spirits that are connected by a third holly base called the hearts, and make sure that love isn’t just a moment or a day or a week, it’s a life and life is priceless countless.

 

 

Jerry Maher.

I was looking this night from the sky at the Middle East trying to understand the miracle of the white dress that took a big place from the Middle East cities.

But I couldn’t see all the places white because of the war in Iraq and the situations in Palestine or the blood of the Israelis and Lebanese people at July war 2006.

That blood isn’t dry yet and it’s still a witness for the history stories and for our next generations
to understand and believe more in the meaning of peace and living with others without any harm feelings or bad ideas against people or religions.

From the sky when you are looking at Iraq, you can’t see the yellow golden sands but you see rivers of blood and hate moving with the Euphrates River.

And if you move your eyes over Syria, you see a big black point in Damascus and many other small black points inside Syria, yes it’s the hearts of those who are working for the Syrian government and following its rules on killing people and making the life as hell for Syrians, Iraqis and Lebanese and yes for Palestinians too.

And when your eyes go over the two promising states “the Palestinian and the Israeli states “

You see a lot of blood that never dry since 1948 till now, it’s mixed blood and we all know that when someone donated with blood to a sick person they become one in blood, but till now the Palestinian and Israelis didn’t realize it.

And when it’s Lebanon turn you see the Small country with a sick heart, Beirut got sick since these people moved from the south of Lebanon to occupy the city and became the disease for the city and the people who lived there for hundreds of years.

I saw a black spot in Southern Dahye of Beirut where these dark hearts people living and building a city of hate and killing for Lebanese and Israelis.

And when the snow was falling over Lebanon I could see the cedars in the mountains and the holly Christian areas and Islamic Sunni areas and Druze places just brightens from the snow but all I could see is trash and darkness in the southern dahya of Beirut where the Hezbollah located.

I was wondering when is the day coming to see these people out of Beirut again and the Christian people living back in Mar Mikhail and Sheyeh and other places like before.

And for Hassan Nasrallah that man who has believes that he’s related to the prophet Mohammed, my question for you “if Mohammed was Arabian “how could he have Iranian “relatives? And if you are a Shiite, how come your body guards are Sunni? And why you don’t trust Shiite people to guard your safety?
And if you believe that you won the war of July 2006 against Israel, don’t you believe that to win a war is to get out of it with the less death and damage?

And you caused Lebanon over 1000 killed and 10.000 injured and 1000000 homeless and 97 damaged bridges?
And if your people are honest people why are they still stealing the houses of many Lebanese who hosted them during the wars?

I guess a black heart as the one your people hold for the Middle East people won’t let your answers become direct and honest to us.

I hope that one day you will understand that killing and stealing and working in the drugs to earn more money to give your people won’t give you a good ending and a place in the heaven not you or even your son that you sold for few thousand of dollars and sent him to die against Israel in the late 90s.

But to back off with your people to the south and to put your weapon under the control of the army and live as a guest in Lebanon because of your Iranian backsides.

And when you forget Iran you are welcome to be Lebanese and we will tell our kids in the future we had a Lebanese man named Hassan Nasrallah and it will be better than telling them we had a thief, killer or drug dealer called Hassan Nasrallah.

It’s my opinion and it’s your brain let’s see who’s going to be smarter.

 

Jerry Maher